Suzanna Wong
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Isn't there not enough of emo and unhappiness in my life and you guys still wanne add in more?
Having suffering from school, family, relationship and even dota!! Life seriously SUX!!
Maybe i was at my anger that i told you to choose the team or me, yeah im sorry.. I shouldn't be so selfish to do that.. Maybe all this while im just too yi lai to you le ba after all we been together like this for a year plus.. Ya i will start to xi guan mei you ni pei de ri zhi.. No 1 knows that his going Ns this coming Oct and yet i hope im able to accompy him even more especially during online cause sometimes we might not even go out and mostly just online..
Anyway i just wanne let you know im not stopping you either am i gonna be disturbing you anymore.. I will do my own stuff from then onwards i won't EVER EVER accompy you to compy nor am i gonna observe your game.. Back then i thought that's the best i could to keep you compy but yet i was wrong.. lol.. I didn't know it causes so much of inconvenient and people kp-ing yah sry.. After reading the chat i know what to do best for you and me.. And i realise how 2 sided people can be that make me even more assure, dota players are all lidat.. =)
To add on:
There are some people that i just couldn't stand their action/character, no wonder everyone dislike them in the community.. Seriously don't they think its time they reflect on their actions? instead of being a big fark?! If you doesn't behave/show ur attitude like the way others hate you will they even talk behind you? Don't always think your right? Think before you even speak..
I seriously hate people who didn't organise things well, well if you think by making others suffer its oki3 farking think twice.. Because of you alone you have to hai dao everyone? Some people seriously always don't think afar, what if blah blah blah happen? Aiyah nvm want la either it won't happen or we shall wait till it happen then.. Either its farking lazy or childish.. It's like a couple planning to have babies but yet didnt think if they are able to afford.. You are like 1 of them.. How old liao? Hai Bu Hui Xiang..
To the cbkia:
Another kind of people that a alot of people in the community dislike too..
- Always act like a big fark.. I CAN SOLE MID WITH SOME LAME HEROS when its just pk-ing nerds? Then showing off your pro?!
- How long are you in the team?! Wonder why did they kick you out? Cause ur farking lousy!! Understand?
- Yet u love to distort the truth that isn't real and wow people believe you?
- Yet every single girl you also wanne flirt and be close with..
- BACKSTACKING IS WHAT HIS BEST AT
Seriously didn't you realise that stronger team doesn't wanne you and you end up with those that you bad mouth farking lousy but no choice u got to stay in the team.. lol.. Then when you wanne join a stronger team you POR ppl and telling so much of stories even if its distort.. Cause ur desp to be in the team.. I just wonder how many people have you actually backstack.. Thinking back i still find it funny that girl actually cheated you twice and scam ur money, the funniest part was HOW DID U EVEN GET SCAM TWICE?! lolx.. I guess you just deserve it anyway..
Baby:
Sorry i was too emo and upset after reading what u pasted to me.. I cried maybe it just hurt too much, how can people behave so nice to you in real life and yet another behind you? I just can't be able to forget this and the best way is to avoid see-ing them =)
Well i know i won't be accompying you to compy anymore but we can always meet up after your compy.. Maybe its the best for the both of us.. I know you are going Ns soon and our time is running out le but nvm ba i know you wanne win 1 compy before going Ns, wo liao jie de.. I know all this while i wasn't a understanding gf and i wasn't good enough, im sorry im lidat but this is me.. All this while i'm always shower with your love and care at the same time im just too yi lai you le just can't imagine life without you...
Perhaps i doesn't have much friends either so you are the only 1 that can accompy me to dota, usually coming back from school after 1 whole tiring day i always expected you to accompy me to play but you have training so all i hope was to obs ur game to accompy you.. lol.. Maybe after this happens a lot of things will never be the same le ba.. I will learn to be more independent!!
I'm sorry that i have been throwing my temper at you over the smallest matter, i dono what gotten into me maybe because im seriously gonna break down after all this had happen, i just needed your compy so much right now to ease everything but yet i always flare up.. I'm sorry!! Nothing can ease my pain any longer nor will i be happy anymore after this matter happens.. Sad to say even dota doesn't cheer me up anymore..
I'm thinking i might either quit dota or play back wow.. I miss playing wow.. At least there wasn't quarrels over game and i'm able to farm myself and play quietly.. The team itself was already a big stress and yet r/s, family, school and even dota something i like, are adding more to it.. I seriously dono how long can i hold on..
Last but not least I just felt that you 2 wont ever be best frends even without me?! Why? Cause too many people dislike u in the community seriously i don't think he have real frends after what happen during 1 of the compy he told us to trust somebody..
Character Sux: Scam + Whine
If you are so unhappy that i blog about you then too bad thats the imagine u produce to others and me.. If u doesn't care about ppl feelings why should i? Anyway i stating facts.. Further more i understand him more than anyone of you did and to add on did you even realise you always pissed him off but yet he mention nothing about it..